In recent years I have started to become 
A woman I only halfway recognize in the mirror
She is taller 
Her hair is darker
A brow more wrinkled
Yet a smile brighter

I have felt lately more lost 
Sensing a pressure building 
Of mid twenties turning to late
Of bills unpaid 
Dreams unfulfilled
Phone calls unanswered 

Life has been different
Bigger, better, scarier, new
I am lost in a wonderful world
Full of options
I have no idea
What to do with